Just Do It

I - wasn't going to start this post with that word because that is what is happening too much wrapped up in the 'I' at the moment. Putting off resetting doctor's appointments. Not working on sorting stuff out - seems I have just run out of steam. Today was suppose to be a day to clean my bathroom real good and sort out old make up and lotions that I haven't used in who knows when but my legs and stomach hurts and I keep laying down on the couch and falling to sleep.

My room mate wants us to go to Rooms to Go this weekend - he wanted me to go alone, no way - and look for a fold out couch, another love seat and a coffee table. He wants to get a funton also - all of this planned towards having his sister and boy come down for a visit. We aren't telling the kids we are making more room to sleep people for fear they may want to move in - isn't that terrible. Steve just can't take much turmoil any more - he is back at work - very light duty but it doesn't look now like he is ever going to be able to do the work he was before. I know it is worrying him and there is nothing I can do but listen.

This too shall pass - if I just hang in there things will get better - I know that. Time to pick up the phone and get back with my doctors and start the rounds again. It just gets so tiresome.